|Is Life a Train Track or a Living Spiral of Experience?|
What if this seemingly finite lifespan was the only eternity we have?
What if every moment was preserved and available to live again and again?
If we had the chance to relive our lives, would we focus on the outer circumstance or more and more on the inner experience of our perceptions and choices?
If I lived my life over would I become more self-responsible for my experience? Would I become more skilled at transmuting my inner pain into something evolutionary or even something wonderful? What about you, dear reader? Perhaps the questions can only be addressed with a Curiosity about what is really happening here and now?
What if This was it?
What if we were each solely responsible for our own feelings and experience?
If this moment was forever, if I was owning and living my truth, I would shed my idea of being a victim. I'd be able to release the pain of someones verbal attack or forgetful nature. I'd be able to release the angst of regarding the consequences of seemingly fearsome and heavy circumstances. Maybe I'd even be more accepting of what appears to be real with my friends, family and society, without selling out as either a raging victim or a passive dreamer. Maybe I could transform my incredulous stare into a more loving and fruitful attention.
I might know that what I see in others is not so much the truth, but only my perception of truth.
I want to grow and become resilient and become my happiest self in loving prosperity. What about you? Isn't this a time to be curious about how to get what we really, really want beneath the drives, resentments and lusts of a reactive mind? Life can be hard and soft, bright and dreary, dreadful and dreamy only as much as we add particular labels to experience.
Rumi said something akin to "I'll meet you in a field beyond ideas of wrong doing and right doing." What kind of field do we want to meet each other in? Is it a loving place? Or is it a reactive, sad, scared, mean place?
In the midst of these seemingly lonely and dangerous times where is your refuge?
If there were one action at this moment that could shift you into a state of safety and purpose, what would that be?
I come full circle with a sharing an outline of my experience right here as an example to learn from.
My Outer experience:Financial, health, family, vocational and security vexations all at once. And now writing to you.
Inner Experience:Before Writing: Grasping for reasons and ways to fix my predicament.
After Writing (A daily practice): Curiosity, Compassion and even Connection with You.
What is your experience now?
What practice or distinct act could shift your inner gaze right now?
Is everything seemingly out there in the world reflecting your inner world or creating it?
If you are not going to change your experience then who?
(c) Copyright, Words and Image, Richard Sievers, January of 2017. All Rights Reserved.